Yesterday I managed to change the theme of my Windows XP to sth black and shiny~ Finally, I was able to work on it without messing up my computer. The last time I tried, it turned out horribly wrong, and I had to get my brother to fix the wretched computer. I spent 10 minutes trying to figure it out and voila~ Je suis somptueux, non? Hahaha
“Imagination is the one weapon against the war of reality“
I have a great imagination, therefore I win!!! Now, I can live in a pretentious world of feathered dreams *wheeeee*….(sarcasm intented). Hmmm.. this made me think of the scene from Bewitched where Samantha’s (Nicole Kidman) two on-screen friends were hexed by her aunt into believing there are magic and witches in the world. And the two friends were dancing in the lawn while Samantha and Aunt Clara conjure up a culdron of spells to get Darren into being super nice but turns how he’s super in love (obessed-type) with Samantha…. Anyway, those two on-screen friends were saying, “Hahaha I’m so happy!! I feel like those people I make fun of….”
I need coffee!! I shall go get them immediately. hahaha
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We ventured to SoHo, Central and went to this restaurant/pub called… I forgot the name, but I have the coupon, still I’m too lazy to look through my purse… and I had fish and chips. He ordered a shepherd’s pie – the one dish I detest since I had too many from IS’ tuck shop. And then he told me what he was upset about a few days ago: Jackie wanted to get back to him.
At first I thought it’d be like “I met someone a few days ago” or “Really, you are very boring”. Okay, so maybe I can be boring and that’s not exactly a bad thing. But this was unexpected, and frankly, I wasn’t entirely surprised. Somehow I had a feeling that this might happen, but didn’t expect it to happen now or recently. Don’t know why, but it was just a feeling I had when he told me he broke up with her ages ago.
Anyway, I sat there for a few seconds and I wondered to myself: Should I get angry? No, I’m not feeling angry though. Should I feel upset? Not upset either? Well, how about happy?? Definately not happy or whatever. I guess I’m okay with it. Now, what should I say???….
“Really? I’m so happy for you!!!” I blurted.
That’s real smart, Amanda. Total randomness. What could I have said?
“Nothing”
Right…. Well, I achieved something good today, at the least. I made Paul smile with toffee and butterscotch candies that I bought at See’s this morning. However he forgot to take them with him when we parted.
And the next time we meet, it’ll be the last day I see him this summer!!! *gasp and sniffles* Starting to feel a bit unhappy but also look forward to next time i see him. Hahahaha ^_^
