Today is not a good day. I had a horrible dream last night: I was going out with Jonathan and then he turned into a green monster with one eye, flaring nostrils, and scaly body. Jonathan the monster howled across the night and rampaged through Admiralty to Central where he climbed onto IFC (Tower 2) and pulled off the top like it was lego… Maybe the dream has an underlying meaning that Jonathan is a monster. Anyway, this weird dream caused me to stir and woke up at 5.06AM. The early bird gets a worm, huh?
Outside the rain pitter-patters on my window panes and a song came up, the Carpenter’s “Rainy Days and Monday Mornings.” But it’s not Monday, so it shouldn’t be playing in my head. I think some part in people’s mind, there’s a jukebox. It plays music automatically and tries to match it with surrounding or mood. Jonathan did say he’s an early bird. I’ll text message him at 6.15AM. =)
Me: “Good morning!! Hahaha You said you wake up real early so I figured I can message you.”
Jonathan: “Good morning sunshine. I usually get up at 8AM.. How was your sleep, babes?”
Well, I got you talking right? I can just share my dream then, but omit his name in case he feels special or sth… Besides, not everyone’s awake at 5AM. Normally, I’d call my mom and bro in Canada. If Jon won’t get off my back, I’ll drive him crazy. It’s easier that way and I won’t feel guilty because it’s all fun for me. Perhaps I can invite Jon to Sunday’s boat trip so he can meet more girls. Karen’s friends aren’t that bad, I think. No, I don’t need attention 24/7. I just need to talk to people to stop thinking in wrong directions.
Anyway, I’m beginning to worry I annoy Paul too much. I’ll leave him alone for today. Except I messaged him this morning… Yeh, I’ll ignore him from this moment then. Don’t wanna pester him till Friday. I wonder what he thinks, like honestly. Or maybe I don’t…. I’ll leave things till Friday, yeh. Delaying isn’t exactly avoiding.
Quote for thought: “An amateur built an ark that survived a flood, while a group of professionals built the Titanic.” — Bill Swanson
Read sth from wikipedia and now I know how to make a Key Lime Martini and a B-52. Need to return Erica, Xenia, Nicola and Caleb’s call. Wanna go out with them some time this/next week evening. Miss them loads~!!
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Sometimes I wish I can be more sensible myself…
“what he doesn’t know won’t break his heart”
